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<blockquote data-quote="Nancita" data-source="post: 465992"><p>...I just get so down.? I shouldn&#039;t I know because there are plenty of people out there with real problems. Life really is a struggle though and what for?? Four years ago I left a 16 year relationship, packed my kids and left... I&#039;m supposed to graduate in a few months but since starting school I&#039;ve let myself go and now I hate myself. But I shouldn&#039;t be complaining I should DO something about it...Why is hanging onto the past so easy to do...I should be excited about this time in my life after working so hard but I just seem to focus on the negative. And who wants to be around that kinda person?? I keep waiting for some affirmation from my ex that I&#039;ve done well and been a good mother on my own but that&#039;s just silly because he&#039;s been a slacker Dad since I left and treated me horribly.&nbsp; So I don&#039;t why his opinion is so important to me?! Sorry for the post but like I said I just needed to vent without bothering my family....</p></blockquote><p></p>

[QUOTE="Nancita, post: 465992"] ...I just get so down.? I shouldn't I know because there are plenty of people out there with real problems. Life really is a struggle though and what for?? Four years ago I left a 16 year relationship, packed my kids and left... I'm supposed to graduate in a few months but since starting school I've let myself go and now I hate myself. But I shouldn't be complaining I should DO something about it...Why is hanging onto the past so easy to do...I should be excited about this time in my life after working so hard but I just seem to focus on the negative. And who wants to be around that kinda person?? I keep waiting for some affirmation from my ex that I've done well and been a good mother on my own but that's just silly because he's been a slacker Dad since I left and treated me horribly. So I don't why his opinion is so important to me?! Sorry for the post but like I said I just needed to vent without bothering my family.... [/QUOTE]

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