Today, my cousin I grew up with lost her 4 month old daughter this afternoon. It was so sudden but assuming it was SIDS. Life is just too short. I can't think, feel, or explain the loss Of such a beautiful niece. I'm feeling a sense of loss today. I can't even imagine what my cousin is going through at the moment. But I am doing My best to be there for her, help guide her mother to mother. I thought I would just vent because I just don't know right now.