I'm feeling kind of lame for asking this but I don't know how to feel right now, so here goes nothin'.
So my bestfriend/crush and I were at our softball game and She had brought her boyfriend along, which I obviously was less than thrilled about. She asked me to wait for her while she got her money so we could get something from the consession together but before we could go her mom flagged her down. She told me she'd be right back and I
joked around a little about if I really had to wait but in the end promised I would. She goes off towards her boyfriend and mom and I was waiting for her a fair distance away and
when I looked up she was walking away with him. I felt stupid but I can't bring myself to be mad at her.
So this is where I need help. I've never had a friend as close
as she is; Ive never fought with her, Ive never gotten angry at her which is really messed up because she's hurt me so much unintentially. But the whole her ditching me like that for a guy never the less was like twisting the knife. I mean, Ive got a right to be hurt and mad, Im allowed to be upset right? Expecially because I pretty much love her.
I just don't know how to feel right now or how to handle it. Talking to her about it is out of the question, it makes her really uncomfortable whenever I ask how things are going with him or acknowledge her boyfriends existence.
So my bestfriend/crush and I were at our softball game and She had brought her boyfriend along, which I obviously was less than thrilled about. She asked me to wait for her while she got her money so we could get something from the consession together but before we could go her mom flagged her down. She told me she'd be right back and I
joked around a little about if I really had to wait but in the end promised I would. She goes off towards her boyfriend and mom and I was waiting for her a fair distance away and
when I looked up she was walking away with him. I felt stupid but I can't bring myself to be mad at her.
So this is where I need help. I've never had a friend as close
as she is; Ive never fought with her, Ive never gotten angry at her which is really messed up because she's hurt me so much unintentially. But the whole her ditching me like that for a guy never the less was like twisting the knife. I mean, Ive got a right to be hurt and mad, Im allowed to be upset right? Expecially because I pretty much love her.
I just don't know how to feel right now or how to handle it. Talking to her about it is out of the question, it makes her really uncomfortable whenever I ask how things are going with him or acknowledge her boyfriends existence.