thecallmestacleey
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- Jun 16, 2010
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Hey, im 17. My bf is 18.
we have been going out for around 4 months, i love him to pieces. he is my first one, so loosing my virginity was important to me as i wanted it to be at the right time.
the other day i stayed round his as he had the house to himself. we talked about it and i said im not ready. he started to call me names, jokey ones at first but then he called me fridged and he started to get agressive, just slighlty pushing me. it didnt hurt but it made me feel small. then i stood up and said stop it loudly as i had enough. he stood up after me and he looked over me and said dont shout at me really mesisingly. ive never been scared of him before. i said to him ill scream but put his hand over my mouth and said you wouldnt dare, he started to kiss my neck still with his hand over my mouth. i tried to call out but he held it tight. i started to cry and when he noticed this he stopped. he took me by the hand and told me he was sorry. he lead me to the bed for a cuddle.
but then when we were on the bed about 10 minutes after he lay me down and started to kiss my neck horribly again, i said dont but he laughed and pinned my arms down so i couldnt move and carryed on. even after telling him i wasnt ready and to stop we still had sex. it didnt hurt but i didnt want it. it was nice but i didnt want it right after i went to the loo and cried for about 10 mins. it made me feel like i didnt matter to anyone. i felt dirty. the first chance o got in the morning i left.
Would this consider as mild domestic violence. he didnt wear a condom but i did a test and im not pregnant.
What should i do? i dont want to have sex again until im ready. :s
i dont no what to do and im scared to see him again.
i no its long but please help
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we have been going out for around 4 months, i love him to pieces. he is my first one, so loosing my virginity was important to me as i wanted it to be at the right time.
the other day i stayed round his as he had the house to himself. we talked about it and i said im not ready. he started to call me names, jokey ones at first but then he called me fridged and he started to get agressive, just slighlty pushing me. it didnt hurt but it made me feel small. then i stood up and said stop it loudly as i had enough. he stood up after me and he looked over me and said dont shout at me really mesisingly. ive never been scared of him before. i said to him ill scream but put his hand over my mouth and said you wouldnt dare, he started to kiss my neck still with his hand over my mouth. i tried to call out but he held it tight. i started to cry and when he noticed this he stopped. he took me by the hand and told me he was sorry. he lead me to the bed for a cuddle.
but then when we were on the bed about 10 minutes after he lay me down and started to kiss my neck horribly again, i said dont but he laughed and pinned my arms down so i couldnt move and carryed on. even after telling him i wasnt ready and to stop we still had sex. it didnt hurt but i didnt want it. it was nice but i didnt want it right after i went to the loo and cried for about 10 mins. it made me feel like i didnt matter to anyone. i felt dirty. the first chance o got in the morning i left.
Would this consider as mild domestic violence. he didnt wear a condom but i did a test and im not pregnant.
What should i do? i dont want to have sex again until im ready. :s
i dont no what to do and im scared to see him again.
i no its long but please help
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