i cant get over my dads death he was my role model i looked up to him i enjoyed coming home and having talks about stuff, i cry some nights why cant i get over it i`ve had a hard life already i`ve been in foster care since the age of 6 he was the only father i really knew and another thing it didn't hit me at the time my father died a week later at the funeral i cryed over it i thought that i would stop after that but i didn't i tryed talking about it to my gf it didn't work i don't know whats wrong is it me any help would be great