This is a bit strange and I don't really know where to post this...
I'm living with my girlfriend who just had a baby a couple month's ago, and she is breast feeding. The father isn't really in the picture and I help out some while she goes to class, but that's really neither here nor there.
I've made out with a couple other girls in my life but I wouldn't call myself a lesbian. Nothing past kissing at all and I wouldn't say I'm attracted to my friend.
However. Her baby wasn't eating the way he should for a day or two days. Nothing big. He's fine now, it's all good, but during that time she complained about her boobs getting sore and she says it takes way too long to pump it out.
So she said, kinda joking that she needed someone to suck out the milk and somehow I said I wanted to see what it tasted like, and yadda, yadda, yadda, she whipped out a boob and I gave it a shot, and apparently it did relieve the soreness.
This has actually happened twice now, but it gets more wierd.
First, I do like it. I'm not sure why. I wasn't breast fed as a baby but I really enjoy it. So I guess my first question is, how screewed up is this?
Now, the second time this happened, I'm not sure what prompted the suggestion, but my friend says to me, 'If you want to masturbate while you suck them, I don't mind.'
I don't know what spawned this, and I certainly didn't. I think I said 'It's ok, I'm good." But here is the rub, now that it has been brought up, I've become kind of obsessed with the idea.
WTH, right? Am I a freak?!?!? Should I move out and away from this? Is it ok? I'm so messed up.
I'm living with my girlfriend who just had a baby a couple month's ago, and she is breast feeding. The father isn't really in the picture and I help out some while she goes to class, but that's really neither here nor there.
I've made out with a couple other girls in my life but I wouldn't call myself a lesbian. Nothing past kissing at all and I wouldn't say I'm attracted to my friend.
However. Her baby wasn't eating the way he should for a day or two days. Nothing big. He's fine now, it's all good, but during that time she complained about her boobs getting sore and she says it takes way too long to pump it out.
So she said, kinda joking that she needed someone to suck out the milk and somehow I said I wanted to see what it tasted like, and yadda, yadda, yadda, she whipped out a boob and I gave it a shot, and apparently it did relieve the soreness.
This has actually happened twice now, but it gets more wierd.
First, I do like it. I'm not sure why. I wasn't breast fed as a baby but I really enjoy it. So I guess my first question is, how screewed up is this?
Now, the second time this happened, I'm not sure what prompted the suggestion, but my friend says to me, 'If you want to masturbate while you suck them, I don't mind.'
I don't know what spawned this, and I certainly didn't. I think I said 'It's ok, I'm good." But here is the rub, now that it has been brought up, I've become kind of obsessed with the idea.
WTH, right? Am I a freak?!?!? Should I move out and away from this? Is it ok? I'm so messed up.