I have been dealing with eating disorders for nearly 6 years and i am 14. At the moment i am in hospital, and feel like shit. My grandma came to see me and went '"well your gaining weight aren't you, what re you eating... i cannot believe you are keeping that down... well darling the sooner you are out of here the better dont you think'" OMFG ergh, i really do not know how to deal with this. I went to the bathroom straight away and threw up. How am i meant to recover when everyone around me wants me to be thin?!