I am 17, I've always loved my grandma a lot because she is sincerely the nicest and most loving person I have ever met and that I will ever meet. She doesn't know how to read or write and she likes to have a happy family. My grandma was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and the doctors performed surgery on her...
I have found out that the chance of her living from here to six months is 25%. I don't know how to feel... everything seems unreal and I love her so much. I don't know what to say or tell her anymore, I just went to the hospital and cried and left. She got mad. I just want it to say something and make her feel better about her condition. She is 67, and a widow for over 30 years, I don't know what do. Please help me, I feel like there's no one that cares about me like she does. I think If she dies, I'll feel so alone in my shithole of a life. I need her and I love her more than anything, she is the mother of our family and she had over 15 kids and has like hundreds of nephews, my cousins. I feel like all those times I spent her...they just make me want to cry, and I want to go back and tell her how much I love her and how I could've loved her more and helped her more. I feel like shit, help me come up with anything to do or say please, or feel.
I have found out that the chance of her living from here to six months is 25%. I don't know how to feel... everything seems unreal and I love her so much. I don't know what to say or tell her anymore, I just went to the hospital and cried and left. She got mad. I just want it to say something and make her feel better about her condition. She is 67, and a widow for over 30 years, I don't know what do. Please help me, I feel like there's no one that cares about me like she does. I think If she dies, I'll feel so alone in my shithole of a life. I need her and I love her more than anything, she is the mother of our family and she had over 15 kids and has like hundreds of nephews, my cousins. I feel like all those times I spent her...they just make me want to cry, and I want to go back and tell her how much I love her and how I could've loved her more and helped her more. I feel like shit, help me come up with anything to do or say please, or feel.