Its really not easy having a low self esteem for anyone
skinny or fat sick or not. I know have no reason to have a
low self esteem, Im thin and normal looking but I do. It hurts
me that nobody understands me with this problem. Everybody
thexaggeratecherate with itdon't i dont. I wish they would
understand me. But to be hodon't i dont even seeunderstandderstan myself so how could i expect it from them. I had
this amazing boyfriend who made me feel like a queen and he
just broke up with me after 2 years becacouldn'tcouldnt take
it anymore. He tells me im beautiful to him and its not
enough to make me happy and that bothers him to the point
where he just cant be with me.I understand where hes coming
from. I dont know why but i just want everybody to see me attractivetractive girl or i at least want to think everybody
sees beauty in me. I wish i knew why i had this desire for
beauty but i dont. I do know I had this desire since the
first grade and since first grade i felt like one day im
going to have it and feel it. Im still waiting for that day.
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skinny or fat sick or not. I know have no reason to have a
low self esteem, Im thin and normal looking but I do. It hurts
me that nobody understands me with this problem. Everybody
thexaggeratecherate with itdon't i dont. I wish they would
understand me. But to be hodon't i dont even seeunderstandderstan myself so how could i expect it from them. I had
this amazing boyfriend who made me feel like a queen and he
just broke up with me after 2 years becacouldn'tcouldnt take
it anymore. He tells me im beautiful to him and its not
enough to make me happy and that bothers him to the point
where he just cant be with me.I understand where hes coming
from. I dont know why but i just want everybody to see me attractivetractive girl or i at least want to think everybody
sees beauty in me. I wish i knew why i had this desire for
beauty but i dont. I do know I had this desire since the
first grade and since first grade i felt like one day im
going to have it and feel it. Im still waiting for that day.
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