okay this started at 15 i'am now 18. Was wondering what type of form is this ocd. when you have a intrusive thoughts a.k.a bad thoughts and i have to go do a ritual cuase i have them or that bad thought will happend and it streses me that i think i can change my life or somebody's life with a thought it makes me unable to interact with ppl. I dont go see a doctor about it iam just afraid to get hooked on meds so anyone know so i can diagnosed myself with w/e this is ty 
sorry for spelling kinda new.
sorry for spelling kinda new.