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So, a while back I was well, "sick.". I said and did some childish, regretful things (all of which iv tried to profusley apologize for). During this time of complete chaos in me, when I woulsd say things that were terribly mean I would feel so guilty! I know God, I know what he expects. So, when I felt so convicted I would go to my bible for guidance and true knowledge that I was wrong. So, a few times while apologizing I would quote the scripture only to prove, show whomever why I knew I was wrong and very sorry. My mood swings were out of controi, ttly out of control. So, the person to whom I was trying to show how apologetic I was so much so that I went to where I should have been all along, my bible. Well this person took it sooooo wrong, flipped it and made it sound like I was juding him. When in fact, it was I who was guilty and felt so badly that I sincerly wntdhim to know why I knew I was wring. Well, almost 8 mnths later I'm sill bn called a hypocite and judgmental.
Iv never pretended 2 be a perfect churchy christian, never. I spent my whole life in church and yes I know and cAn quote scripture but not as a fake. I am my own worst enemy and I just do not understand why I'm still bn lablesd a hypocrite, judgmental person??
I truly know what iv done in my life, I kniw whrer to go to show ME, only ME why I was wrong. It was an apology intened to show why u was so sorry.
I
'm not a hypocrite, I'm the farthest person I know to ever bn judmental because I know where I could be.
I won't ramble anymore. I don't know if I should continue trying to defend my walk w/God or leave them to their thoughts and only concentrate on impmrproving myselfand my spiritual life?
(Sorry for all the mispelled words, my BB is not cooperating)
Iv never pretended 2 be a perfect churchy christian, never. I spent my whole life in church and yes I know and cAn quote scripture but not as a fake. I am my own worst enemy and I just do not understand why I'm still bn lablesd a hypocrite, judgmental person??
I truly know what iv done in my life, I kniw whrer to go to show ME, only ME why I was wrong. It was an apology intened to show why u was so sorry.
I
'm not a hypocrite, I'm the farthest person I know to ever bn judmental because I know where I could be.
I won't ramble anymore. I don't know if I should continue trying to defend my walk w/God or leave them to their thoughts and only concentrate on impmrproving myselfand my spiritual life?
(Sorry for all the mispelled words, my BB is not cooperating)