Jenavive27
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- Jan 28, 2011
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So the other night myroommate, her befriend, amd me got drunk. Lately I have been just really emotionally unstabble. I have never dated, never been in a relationship, and have only kissed people.
We started to play strip poker and soon me and her both lost and her boyfriend dared her to get me off. I was reluctant but they just wouldn't leave me alone about it. Eventually I gave in, we got in the shower and she started to make out with me and then tried fingering. It wasn't doing anything for me what so ever. After about 15 minutes we moved to a bed. She started giving me oral and started again with the fingering, about 20 minutes later still not feeling anything what so ever, she was going way too rough and she went too deep, and I leaned away as I felt sharp dull pain from my vaginal canal. A minute later shejolted up and said omigod there s blood everywhere, I cant do this anymore. I was immediatly embarressed about the while thing I ram to my room put on clothes and hopped in the shower to wash off.
I find her nowhere near attractive, and she isnt one of the safest sexually active person in the world. I regret, the while thing and wish I had never gone through with. Ive been emotionally unstable ever since and so grossed out that I let her do that to me that food looks disgusting, and im constantly nauseous, I am still bleeding, and since 8 am the morning of the incident I have been having pain in my uterus and bladder area its a dull clenching pain, and my stomach has been cramping up. I have broken my hymen before from riding horses and have used toys before and after using them I bled a little but not like this. Im 19 almost 20 and I was saving my first time for someone I hold special, I was stupid and I dont know what I was thinking.
I have a best friend that I an attracted to and could see hydros being with for the rest of my life. In tte sexual area he finds her repulsive, I do too. he's a good friends to both of us and the last thing I want is drama.
We started to play strip poker and soon me and her both lost and her boyfriend dared her to get me off. I was reluctant but they just wouldn't leave me alone about it. Eventually I gave in, we got in the shower and she started to make out with me and then tried fingering. It wasn't doing anything for me what so ever. After about 15 minutes we moved to a bed. She started giving me oral and started again with the fingering, about 20 minutes later still not feeling anything what so ever, she was going way too rough and she went too deep, and I leaned away as I felt sharp dull pain from my vaginal canal. A minute later shejolted up and said omigod there s blood everywhere, I cant do this anymore. I was immediatly embarressed about the while thing I ram to my room put on clothes and hopped in the shower to wash off.
I find her nowhere near attractive, and she isnt one of the safest sexually active person in the world. I regret, the while thing and wish I had never gone through with. Ive been emotionally unstable ever since and so grossed out that I let her do that to me that food looks disgusting, and im constantly nauseous, I am still bleeding, and since 8 am the morning of the incident I have been having pain in my uterus and bladder area its a dull clenching pain, and my stomach has been cramping up. I have broken my hymen before from riding horses and have used toys before and after using them I bled a little but not like this. Im 19 almost 20 and I was saving my first time for someone I hold special, I was stupid and I dont know what I was thinking.
I have a best friend that I an attracted to and could see hydros being with for the rest of my life. In tte sexual area he finds her repulsive, I do too. he's a good friends to both of us and the last thing I want is drama.