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The_Swede
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So, for starters... I met my boyfriend on Facebook. We've been together for almost 6months and he lived with me for about 2of those months. But now he is back home with his family in Iowa where I am supposed to be moving in less then a month.
When we started talking we hit it off and it was like we were made for each other. He is my first love... I've shared myself completely with him. But of course we are still in the learning phase about each other. He told me from the start that he has done drugs but that he was done with it.. but he also told me that he has an addictive personality disorder... which quickly came back when he was put in the hospital for overdosing. I knew what I was getting myself into and I knew that it was going to be a lot of work. We both struggle with a lot of issues.. a similar one being anxiety disorder/depression.
Since he's been back home and without me he got back on his antidepressants. Which actually has made him...well... crazy, to be honest. He's been controlling and not trusting me and jumping to conclusions and and being paranoid. He makes me talk to him 24/7 and if i miss a minute he flips out at me. It's been really hard and I dont want to say that I'm rethinking the relationship. I love him and I know he needs me and I want to be there for him.. but I just dont know what to do anymore. I'm so at a loss that I've actually been considering dating other people but at the same time I could never betray him. If any of this goes any further or gets messier or whatever I dont know whats going to happen to either of us. I really need help on what to do.
When we started talking we hit it off and it was like we were made for each other. He is my first love... I've shared myself completely with him. But of course we are still in the learning phase about each other. He told me from the start that he has done drugs but that he was done with it.. but he also told me that he has an addictive personality disorder... which quickly came back when he was put in the hospital for overdosing. I knew what I was getting myself into and I knew that it was going to be a lot of work. We both struggle with a lot of issues.. a similar one being anxiety disorder/depression.
Since he's been back home and without me he got back on his antidepressants. Which actually has made him...well... crazy, to be honest. He's been controlling and not trusting me and jumping to conclusions and and being paranoid. He makes me talk to him 24/7 and if i miss a minute he flips out at me. It's been really hard and I dont want to say that I'm rethinking the relationship. I love him and I know he needs me and I want to be there for him.. but I just dont know what to do anymore. I'm so at a loss that I've actually been considering dating other people but at the same time I could never betray him. If any of this goes any further or gets messier or whatever I dont know whats going to happen to either of us. I really need help on what to do.