i've been smoking some herb to relax my body and mind sometimes. if i feel any emotions when i hook up with this guy sometimes i take painkillers to eliminate an emotional reaction.
i want to feel better about what im doing but i feel like i'll never truly care about this guy because of it. i haven't developed any feeling for him by not feeling anything after being around him.
i want to feel better about what im doing but i feel like i'll never truly care about this guy because of it. i haven't developed any feeling for him by not feeling anything after being around him.