Should I be doing this at this age? Afraid to discuss with anybody?

BlaiseDallas

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I'm an 11 y/o girl - DON'T SAY IM NOT OLD ENOUGH TO BE ON HERE.
I just need this site for this one question because it's been worrying me.
I masturbate, like, daily? If not, every two or three days.
I keep thinking I see my girl cousin, who's a year older than me, masturbating. She'll literally just sit down in front of my on my bed, put the TV on, stick her hand down her trousers and I'll see her hand moving up and down.
I'm afraid to confront her, I'm afraid to talk to anybody about it, cause whenever the topic comes up when I'm with friends, everybody goes "ewww that's gross!" of course, i say it too, and try to be as convincing as possible, but do you think anybody else is secretly thinking the same?
I have watched porn, yes. But lately I've been trying to read erotic stories to help me and it works fine. I think porn's a bit too dirty, especially for an 11 year old girl, right..?
I just need help and advice please, guys?
Thanks <3
(Oh and sorry for the random category btw, I didn't know which one to put it in :S)
 
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