okay so my bestfriend that ive known since i was like 7 years old, she lives right acrosthe street, her grnadma died this morning. i feel like a part of the family. so i hadwent over and stayed inside and was in there when thy braught the body down and i was with my bestfriend while she talked to her grandma. thn everyone left (my firend tyler) and it was just all the adults sitting at the table i was still taning in there awhile with them listenig and wht not. then tyler's cousin cae in and said hey come here or whatever (directing me outside) to tyler and her bf and then she said she was going to her bf's house so i went home. i feel kind of embaresed that i was still standing inthere with the adults when they prbably had som important things to talk about. i was just listening and didnt wanna look i was following tyler everywhre. im 16,should i be embarresed. i was also crying a lottt. i couldn help it though i felt so sad. i even used to call hr grandma.