I used work at this place, but my job got terminated in July 2010. I was interested in meeting and talking to this girl who worked there. She was very nice, and it would have been a big reward meet someone you can connect with mutally. I was just curious to see if we would have liked each other.
After I got fired, I asked the company for another chance to work for them, and they said no. I was at a meeting 1 month after being fired. When I was leaving the meeting, this person was smiling at me from far away. It was that one girl sitting there, but I didnt recognize her, until I left out the door. I wish I would have talked to her when i had thew chance, but my confidence and self esteem were always low, but im trying to get better now.
In the past 3 months, I've seen that same girl drive past me in her car. She looks like such a nice person to this day, and I hate myself for my past. The more I think about this stranger girl, the more i feel stupid for even having her in my thoughts. But shes so beautiful and so nice its just impossible to forget about her.
Last Friday on the 20th, I was at my current work place. I parked my car in the back and I walked several yards to the front entrance. I noticed that the same exact car that one girl drives was parked across from the employee entrance. I couldnt see who was in it, because it was behind me to my right.
As i walked up the steps, i looked behind me, and saw someone staring at me with like intense/nice look in their eyes. I couldnt tell who the person was, because i looked at the hood of the car, and not the person inside.
I never thought a girl would come to meet me at my work, so i never really even looked hard enough. But It's been really bothering me about the fact that one girl might have came to my work to meet me, since she knows my car, and probably remembers me. Theres just been these signs, like the nice loving looks and waving. I mean those are vain thoughts, but it's just what ive been seeing with my eyes.
I made up these worse case scernarios in my head. Like if one of my coworkers talked to her when she was parked there, and got her number or something. I went crazy and felt jealous and angry about a story i made all up. I was leaning towards pessimism intead of optimism, which is very bad.
Do you think someone would actually go to someone's work to meet someone familiar, even if theyve never spoken? I never tried to go back to her work and talk to her, even though I wanted to. But I never did that, because i wouldnt of known how she wouldve felt about it.
I know that sounds very creepy up there^ but I've just been thinking constantly about this person for 10 months, I know I can better myself with my friends and hobbies. Im so lucky for my friends. But I just cant stop thinking about that one girl, like in a positive crush way. I would never go overboard with my thoughts, but I was just seeing if you guys would think if a girl would actually do that
thank you so much for any kind of advice or niceness
After I got fired, I asked the company for another chance to work for them, and they said no. I was at a meeting 1 month after being fired. When I was leaving the meeting, this person was smiling at me from far away. It was that one girl sitting there, but I didnt recognize her, until I left out the door. I wish I would have talked to her when i had thew chance, but my confidence and self esteem were always low, but im trying to get better now.
In the past 3 months, I've seen that same girl drive past me in her car. She looks like such a nice person to this day, and I hate myself for my past. The more I think about this stranger girl, the more i feel stupid for even having her in my thoughts. But shes so beautiful and so nice its just impossible to forget about her.
Last Friday on the 20th, I was at my current work place. I parked my car in the back and I walked several yards to the front entrance. I noticed that the same exact car that one girl drives was parked across from the employee entrance. I couldnt see who was in it, because it was behind me to my right.
As i walked up the steps, i looked behind me, and saw someone staring at me with like intense/nice look in their eyes. I couldnt tell who the person was, because i looked at the hood of the car, and not the person inside.
I never thought a girl would come to meet me at my work, so i never really even looked hard enough. But It's been really bothering me about the fact that one girl might have came to my work to meet me, since she knows my car, and probably remembers me. Theres just been these signs, like the nice loving looks and waving. I mean those are vain thoughts, but it's just what ive been seeing with my eyes.
I made up these worse case scernarios in my head. Like if one of my coworkers talked to her when she was parked there, and got her number or something. I went crazy and felt jealous and angry about a story i made all up. I was leaning towards pessimism intead of optimism, which is very bad.
Do you think someone would actually go to someone's work to meet someone familiar, even if theyve never spoken? I never tried to go back to her work and talk to her, even though I wanted to. But I never did that, because i wouldnt of known how she wouldve felt about it.
I know that sounds very creepy up there^ but I've just been thinking constantly about this person for 10 months, I know I can better myself with my friends and hobbies. Im so lucky for my friends. But I just cant stop thinking about that one girl, like in a positive crush way. I would never go overboard with my thoughts, but I was just seeing if you guys would think if a girl would actually do that
thank you so much for any kind of advice or niceness