Starting to develop anorexia?

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Part of me wants to fufill it and part of me knows it's really unhealthy.
I know the second choice is better but lskajdhfjsd.
I can't help it. =/
I'm 13 and I suppose the sudden weight gain is overwhelming. I feel out of place. If I get over 100 pounds, I get upset with myself.
every time i weigh myself, I don't eat for the next few days.
I know I'm not fat. But everytime I look at myself I'm like ughh gross. Now it seems that I'm avoiding food whenever I think about it, as much as possible. I "don't have any time" for breakfat, kept "forgetting" my lunch sack at home, and eat dinner if my parents make me.

It's definitley not full-fledged yet.
only when I think about it.
there are days when I eat regularly.
but its common that I'll go without barely eating for a few days and the next day I stuff myself with junk and the day after that I'm upset with myself for doing that and blahhh

I don't really know how to control it.
I posted this for suggestions, not critism. Thank youu.
 
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