Ok, dont laugh or call me a nerd or a retard to what am i about to say. Ok, for two years now, i've been keeping a learning journal. That journal includes everything in it. From info about puberty to health to consumer ed and just almost about everything. These are all articles that I've printed out, read, highlighted, typed, and pasted on the learning journal. I had one but i finished it and now i've been having another one and its halfway full. I still have articles to type and paste but then i stopped and thought, " Why am i doing this?" The reason why i created these learning journals is 1) so that i could be prepared in life when i become a mother and i teach my kids stuff that i've learned, 2) some things are very useful and i've learned things that i've never learned before, 3) to be smarter. It was just a week ago where i thought, " Don't you think that when you're older, you'll read book and research about these topics? Don't you think that you are preparing for life too early based on some things?" See, i told myself to let life teach me instead of me pressuring it.And the things you are things that will ALWAYS stay with you. This gives me a relief 'cause i can get the chance to do what i want to do such as reading a book, sketching clothes, even learning a new language. So, my questions is, should i stop if i feel like im tired of it? Should i throw the rest of the papers in a recycling bin? I know its a silly question and i know im weird, please dont rub it in my face, but i need ur honest opinion. Just dont insult me.