my really good friend's mom passed away and i was really close to her like the rest of my friends. there's going to be a viewing.
*please don't tell me or explain to me how they even keep her like that so there can be a viewing because i really don't want to know. i'm not a kid so i know the answer but i don't want to know at the same time if that even makes any sense. nothing about this makes sense to me. i just don't want to think about it. the how.
*she was in the icu for weeks and i saw her condition worsen. she didn't even look like herself and i don't want to remember her like that, i want to remember her the way she always was. used to be.
my friend's always been the strong one and now he needs us. i want to be there for him and he knows i'm here for him.
*please don't tell me or explain to me how they even keep her like that so there can be a viewing because i really don't want to know. i'm not a kid so i know the answer but i don't want to know at the same time if that even makes any sense. nothing about this makes sense to me. i just don't want to think about it. the how.
*she was in the icu for weeks and i saw her condition worsen. she didn't even look like herself and i don't want to remember her like that, i want to remember her the way she always was. used to be.
my friend's always been the strong one and now he needs us. i want to be there for him and he knows i'm here for him.