commit suicide? I need to know what would be the most painless method. I am jobless and am considered a joke to the workforce, I have no good skills even though I graduated out of college, I don't really want to join the military because my bf is already in the military it be weird, and to be honest I suck at life I don't know who would want me cuz I haven't really done much good and love doesn't get you anything just help and I also no money or time with psychiatrist. So help me out please?