I am a freshman in college, I am on academic probation for this semester (2nd semester). I am a month into school and have only attended 3 of my 5 classes I am taking algebra1 comp1 success strategies (reccomended to help me by a councelor) philosophy1 and history.
All through high school I did nothing i never cared and screwed up alot.
I quit soccer quit caring pretty much quit everything... I had a job first semester but got laid off so, now I have no job and I have convinced my family that since I don't have a job that I will do well this semester but thats a huge lie... I havent been to math or english at ALL I am doing ok in the rest of the classes. I should get a job but I have no drive to go out and get one... I should go to class but I just cant seem to get up and go... I have no self discipline.. I just dont do anything and the only time I do anything is when its too late and im in this huge hole...
Also I want to drop the 2 classes im failing but they will bring me under 12 hours thus losing my parents insurance but if I dont drop them I get kicked out of college....
Im fucked beyond all belief and it's my fault no one elses I can accept that but Im scared of being poor and all that nonsense... FUCK I hate my life but I cant seem to change it..
All through high school I did nothing i never cared and screwed up alot.
I quit soccer quit caring pretty much quit everything... I had a job first semester but got laid off so, now I have no job and I have convinced my family that since I don't have a job that I will do well this semester but thats a huge lie... I havent been to math or english at ALL I am doing ok in the rest of the classes. I should get a job but I have no drive to go out and get one... I should go to class but I just cant seem to get up and go... I have no self discipline.. I just dont do anything and the only time I do anything is when its too late and im in this huge hole...
Also I want to drop the 2 classes im failing but they will bring me under 12 hours thus losing my parents insurance but if I dont drop them I get kicked out of college....
Im fucked beyond all belief and it's my fault no one elses I can accept that but Im scared of being poor and all that nonsense... FUCK I hate my life but I cant seem to change it..