Maybe I don't know you but maybe, you're doing things or expressing to people around you in a not good way or your behavior is not very good with people. If someone records you is to show other people the way you behave, it means you are the center of attention. If you broke the camera it means that you don't want to change what you are now. Means that you don't care and also that you feel proud of yourself (which we shouldn't be, because we are nothing between 7 billion humans, we are just someone in this planet we are dust and nothing else).