Bichonbuzz
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i was with him for 10 years and after 5 we had a baby...we took a lot of coke before the baby and he would like to dress up and talk about gay sex,so would i!!!(girls)...when i was together it would really scare me that he would run off with a man and put my health at risk so eventulluy i left him as i knew my talk was just fantasy...7 years later none of us has met anyone else and i see him most weekends because of our daughter sometimes i let him stay,we watch telly have a few drinks,he does things in my garden and once a year we go on holiday....i just dont know if i will ever get over him and he says the same of me but i know he's paid for sex with men and women...though he says its done his head in..my head is so mashed up because when i look at him i know i still love him..i mean why haven't i met anyone else why hasn't he?please would someone give me some advice on what to do..we dont do drugs anymore either...
he says he is still in love with me and him paying for sex was a few yrs ago when his head was really fkd up,and he regrets it.
he says he is still in love with me and him paying for sex was a few yrs ago when his head was really fkd up,and he regrets it.