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<blockquote data-quote="lizzy" data-source="post: 2247571" data-attributes="member: 224177">Lately Ive been perfectly happy then suddenly when I&#039;m by myself I get so upset over nothing. Ive always been kind of like this but I really don&#039;t know why... suddenly I just hate myself for being selfish and over reacting because other times I keep arguing with my boyfriend over dumb stuff that I bring up or just constantly freaking out and thinking something is wrong.&nbsp;I cant sleep at night either and I thought it was because I just had surgery 2 weeks ago on my shoulder but Im starting to think that it has to do with me being stressed since my dreams have been about cheating on my boyfriend or him cheating on me or violence and nightmares.Ive also been obsessing over my body image. I really hate being like this because I&#039;m not usually this immature about everything and I know that its ridiculous so I dont know who to ask for help or if I should even think about it because maybe its just a mental game and I dont want to annoy anyone with complaining about myself...I just feel so self concious about my friends and everyone. Im starting to see or at least think that some of my friends dont like me or see me as a joke after a prank call... I dont know... I tried to get back into my faith to see if it would help but I completely chickened out and felt gut less.Does anyone have any ideas on help?Ive also been eating irregularly... I lost 11 lbs in about a week and havent gained it back. The loss of weight was expected after surgery but its been a couple weeks and I get sharp pains when eating just a sandwhich. So Ive been dizzy a lot because of the lack of food.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="lizzy, post: 2247571, member: 224177"] Lately Ive been perfectly happy then suddenly when I'm by myself I get so upset over nothing. Ive always been kind of like this but I really don't know why... suddenly I just hate myself for being selfish and over reacting because other times I keep arguing with my boyfriend over dumb stuff that I bring up or just constantly freaking out and thinking something is wrong. I cant sleep at night either and I thought it was because I just had surgery 2 weeks ago on my shoulder but Im starting to think that it has to do with me being stressed since my dreams have been about cheating on my boyfriend or him cheating on me or violence and nightmares. Ive also been obsessing over my body image. I really hate being like this because I'm not usually this immature about everything and I know that its ridiculous so I dont know who to ask for help or if I should even think about it because maybe its just a mental game and I dont want to annoy anyone with complaining about myself... I just feel so self concious about my friends and everyone. Im starting to see or at least think that some of my friends dont like me or see me as a joke after a prank call... I dont know... I tried to get back into my faith to see if it would help but I completely chickened out and felt gut less. Does anyone have any ideas on help? Ive also been eating irregularly... I lost 11 lbs in about a week and havent gained it back. The loss of weight was expected after surgery but its been a couple weeks and I get sharp pains when eating just a sandwhich. So Ive been dizzy a lot because of the lack of food. [/QUOTE]

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