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I had sex with a handful of men. Most of them never got to know them very well. I will always look for a relationship, I always wanted someone to care for me and be there with me to share everything. I wanted to change the way I was and looked for a change, the fist thing I thought of doing it was to seek from God. I did changed, I wasn't dating anyone or even thinking about sex. Until I met my fiancee. I decided not to tell him about my past because I was ashamed of myself. I guess I never moved on from my past. He kept on pushing, until I told him the truth about all the partners I had. He was very hurt because I lied to him, when it came to sex. He gave me a chance and now we are together, but there's one problem... I just found out that I contracted Herpes from one of the people I had sex. Certaintly, I don't know if my fiance is infected with the virus, he knows I have it and he decided to stay with me. I still feel horrible, because after all I was his first girlfriend.