of 15 lol)? This is my dream and the thoughts that were going through my mind in my dream however they don't apply now:
A guy came to my house. It wasn't actually my house though it was some apartment type of thing. My mum was home. She knew what was going to happen. (who knows why! So weird)
For some reason I knew he was coming over to have sex with me. I'm a virgin btw and for some reason he was coming over to help fix that up.
He walked into my room over to my desk and then walked back looking at me and then sat on the bed. I sat next to him then somehow we were laying down and he kissed me. I remember really liking it. It wasn’t one of those make out type things it was just a peck but I felt relieved to have finally had my first kiss and it was good. I told him afterwards that I'd never kissed anyone before and his response was to the effect of that if I'm a bad kisser he can avoid doing that. I got offended even though he didn’t say I was bad at it but I still wanted to kiss..I mean I was about to have sex..
I remember he had light hair and looked like he was 23 and I'm 16 btw. He looked kinda dirty not that he was actually dirty he just presented himself that way and his clothes were gimpy I don't know how to explain it but at the same time I thought he was really “cool” and mature and he was taking control of the situation. I got the impression that what had happened prior to this incident was that somehow someone possibly my friend had set me up because I was so inexperienced.
I felt like I was pressured into being there. I didn’t want to do this. Someone else had set it up and after that comment about the kiss I asked him if he wanted to do this. He said something about how he was asked to do this and he didn’t care whether he did or not. So I asked him to leave. I wanted to do it with someone that wanted to do it with me….
It’s such a strange dream. I know people talk about sex dreams or something but I’ve never had one of those and this is the closest I’ve come. Can anyone tell me anything insightful about this? Why did my mum know I was going to have sex, why was she fine with it, especially seeing he was about 23? Why did I dream about this? its so weird. I know I really like older guys, but why was he in such a mess? Why didn't he care about doing it or not?
A guy came to my house. It wasn't actually my house though it was some apartment type of thing. My mum was home. She knew what was going to happen. (who knows why! So weird)
For some reason I knew he was coming over to have sex with me. I'm a virgin btw and for some reason he was coming over to help fix that up.
He walked into my room over to my desk and then walked back looking at me and then sat on the bed. I sat next to him then somehow we were laying down and he kissed me. I remember really liking it. It wasn’t one of those make out type things it was just a peck but I felt relieved to have finally had my first kiss and it was good. I told him afterwards that I'd never kissed anyone before and his response was to the effect of that if I'm a bad kisser he can avoid doing that. I got offended even though he didn’t say I was bad at it but I still wanted to kiss..I mean I was about to have sex..
I remember he had light hair and looked like he was 23 and I'm 16 btw. He looked kinda dirty not that he was actually dirty he just presented himself that way and his clothes were gimpy I don't know how to explain it but at the same time I thought he was really “cool” and mature and he was taking control of the situation. I got the impression that what had happened prior to this incident was that somehow someone possibly my friend had set me up because I was so inexperienced.
I felt like I was pressured into being there. I didn’t want to do this. Someone else had set it up and after that comment about the kiss I asked him if he wanted to do this. He said something about how he was asked to do this and he didn’t care whether he did or not. So I asked him to leave. I wanted to do it with someone that wanted to do it with me….
It’s such a strange dream. I know people talk about sex dreams or something but I’ve never had one of those and this is the closest I’ve come. Can anyone tell me anything insightful about this? Why did my mum know I was going to have sex, why was she fine with it, especially seeing he was about 23? Why did I dream about this? its so weird. I know I really like older guys, but why was he in such a mess? Why didn't he care about doing it or not?