I'm a 24 yr old female very petite living alone with a cat in an apartment in the city. The area is beginning to have its problems in terms of safety. I would like to purchase a handgun to carry on my person and have at home for self defense. I come home at different hours and sometimes very late due to my schedule. I've shot different guns here and there ranging from a kimber 1911 to a glock. I've had problems with many of the guns bc I have a small hand and after shooting it starts to hurt the inside of my hand. I am looking for a gun that can protect me. If I shoot someone I don't want him to get back up and come after me. I want to be able to conceal the gun easily. Also, I want a gun I can use regularly for target practice and can hold a large amount of rounds; in case I miss some shots and need multiple shots to keep my assailant down. Lastly and most importantly, I would like a gun that would be safe from accidents. I realize what a powerful tool a gun is and I would like to make sure any gun I own would make it very difficult to have any accidents. I plan on getting my CHL after I purchase the gun. Any suggestions on a handgun that would be suitable for my needs?