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Me and this guy were boyfriend and girlfriend. Then he broke up with me because of how I would act, "It was a very hard time in my life and I didn't always treat him fairly but I am very remorseful about it." and I gained weight as well. We decided to be friends. Now, when I as a self evaluation question about me he gives me half an answer and tells me that he prefers me not asking those kinda questions. Example: Today I asked him "Are you embarrassed to hang out with me?" He said "In the past yes but I prefer not being asked these kind of questions." I asked "May I ask why?" then said "never mind" because I didn't want to push it. After that he said "I'm turning my phone off, have a good day?" What should I do? I feel really sad to the point I am going to therapy for this. I feel like I'm stuck in a hole when I talk to him and he sees me as a bad person. But I do care about him. If letting go would be the best route how do I deal with that.
Also, why do I feel antsy when I don't talk to him. I rly want to talk to him now but I know in the end he will make me feel guilty. What should I do? I really need some good advise.
Also, why do I feel antsy when I don't talk to him. I rly want to talk to him now but I know in the end he will make me feel guilty. What should I do? I really need some good advise.