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<blockquote data-quote="MonicaGilliard" data-source="post: 2402781" data-attributes="member: 826367">Someone Like Myself Create One? got out of a relationship with the man of my dreams and I messed up big time, because I had a very traumatic past. I have a bad attitude, anger issues, huge trust issues, depression, intimacy issues and avoidance... secrecy too and I play mind games out of insecurity. Of course things were always bad for him.. I would walk out on him, had rages, and just continously hurt him, when he was trying to do everything for me and help me! He knew all this about me...I LOVE him, so much.. he&#039;s seeing some other girl, which is fine. I always thought we&#039;d be together. I dont know if we&#039;ll ever get back together because he tells me he doesnt know, because he doesnt trust me, he doesnt want to waste time because he&#039;s trying to settle down. He says the girl is amazing, but he does miss me and she&#039;s not as cute as me. He did spend a day with me, but says he&#039;s still needs time. Last time I talked to him, he said he still wanted me to text him, I said I couldnt out of respect for the other girl. He said then he&#039;ll text me. I said give me a month before he texts me.I figure that would give me time to be the person I want to be and for him to figure out if Im still in his heart enough for him to figure out if he really believes in me and loves me so much that he needs to find out if Im the one for him. Or could he really love someone else as intensely as he loved me within a month (that other girl- whom still lives with her boyfriend and is acting paranoid). Understandbly apparently she&#039;s trustworthy regardless and he must be acting different because of me making her feel insecure, because he says he has to hide my text messages from her.My question is do you think he still loves me and MOST importantly for myself, what does a normal relationship entail? What do you do? How much do you share? Anything and everything!</blockquote>

[QUOTE="MonicaGilliard, post: 2402781, member: 826367"] Someone Like Myself Create One? got out of a relationship with the man of my dreams and I messed up big time, because I had a very traumatic past. I have a bad attitude, anger issues, huge trust issues, depression, intimacy issues and avoidance... secrecy too and I play mind games out of insecurity. Of course things were always bad for him.. I would walk out on him, had rages, and just continously hurt him, when he was trying to do everything for me and help me! He knew all this about me... I LOVE him, so much.. he's seeing some other girl, which is fine. I always thought we'd be together. I dont know if we'll ever get back together because he tells me he doesnt know, because he doesnt trust me, he doesnt want to waste time because he's trying to settle down. He says the girl is amazing, but he does miss me and she's not as cute as me. He did spend a day with me, but says he's still needs time. Last time I talked to him, he said he still wanted me to text him, I said I couldnt out of respect for the other girl. He said then he'll text me. I said give me a month before he texts me. I figure that would give me time to be the person I want to be and for him to figure out if Im still in his heart enough for him to figure out if he really believes in me and loves me so much that he needs to find out if Im the one for him. Or could he really love someone else as intensely as he loved me within a month (that other girl- whom still lives with her boyfriend and is acting paranoid). Understandbly apparently she's trustworthy regardless and he must be acting different because of me making her feel insecure, because he says he has to hide my text messages from her. My question is do you think he still loves me and MOST importantly for myself, what does a normal relationship entail? What do you do? How much do you share? Anything and everything! [/QUOTE]

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