Truth_Is_Inevitable
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What it do people!
I have a question and im going to go into a lot of details in regards to this problem.
All my life since i have known i always liked the same sex. Even when i was in pre k school when i would be brushed or touched by a dude it would always feel so much different from when a girl touched me. as i grew a little older i started to realize that dudes gave me a different feeling and girls didn't give me feelings at all i could never understand why? i never played into my feelings still to this day. It hurt so bad to be like this i understand that i am bisexual because i do have feelings for certain women and certain men but more men than a woman. I just can't logically understand why my body responds like this. I always here people say it's not possible to be born gay. I am here to say for fact that my life is an example of a person who never had control. The only control i had over my feeling s was just not having sex and playing the straight roll. people don't know what's going on with me but i want to be able to express myself i hate being like this. It's lonely as hell i want to be loved just like everybody else i want kids i want a family. I am very successful to be my age. I just don't understand why this is happening to me? someone please give insight this is seriously driving me into a depressed state of mind thats to serious.
I have a question and im going to go into a lot of details in regards to this problem.
All my life since i have known i always liked the same sex. Even when i was in pre k school when i would be brushed or touched by a dude it would always feel so much different from when a girl touched me. as i grew a little older i started to realize that dudes gave me a different feeling and girls didn't give me feelings at all i could never understand why? i never played into my feelings still to this day. It hurt so bad to be like this i understand that i am bisexual because i do have feelings for certain women and certain men but more men than a woman. I just can't logically understand why my body responds like this. I always here people say it's not possible to be born gay. I am here to say for fact that my life is an example of a person who never had control. The only control i had over my feeling s was just not having sex and playing the straight roll. people don't know what's going on with me but i want to be able to express myself i hate being like this. It's lonely as hell i want to be loved just like everybody else i want kids i want a family. I am very successful to be my age. I just don't understand why this is happening to me? someone please give insight this is seriously driving me into a depressed state of mind thats to serious.