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Message: <blockquote data-quote="mothersuperior" data-source="post: 1506427" data-attributes="member: 428366"><p>i think i get sooo close but i get SO scared! it just turns black and it feels like i fade into nothing... its just my thoughts and its pitch black and im afraid to go any further. its just so irrational for me to be this scared! any suggestions <img src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f641.png" class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" width="64" height="64" alt=":(" title="Frown    :("  data-smilie="3"data-shortname=":(" /></p></blockquote><p></p>