Worried for my future.........please read?

EmiliAshton

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For the past year, I've been having the best dreams ever. Dreams about falling in love, having the perfect relationship, being a celebrity (singer and actress,) basically having it all. And lately, I've felt like I'd MUCH rather be in my dream world than my real world (which is obviously common,) except a lot of the times now I'd rather go to sleep and be in my dream world or daydream then socialize in the real world. How do I get out of this? I already suffer from and anxiety and I know it's often linked with depression, and I really don't want to become depressed. I love my life and my friends, sometimes my family life is really rough since my dad doesn't care about me and my mom yells at me a lot for no apparent reason, but otherwise my brother and I are really close and I have amazing friends. Can someone explain to me what's going on, or ways to get out of this?
I don't actually want to become an actress, or singer. My boyfriend in the dream is my celebrity crush, yeah, lame I know. I actually want to be in the music business but I want to work at a label, maybe as a producer. I definitely cannot act! I get too nervous, I can't even perform in front of my friends! I do love playing the piano and guitar but only for myself.
 
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