I am 18 and want to really have sex and it is all I think about, but am afraid of what the girl's reaction would be if I found a girl I care about and then we got to the level where we have sex. I am to the point where I am considering avoiding it forever, just to avoid being laughed at. My thing is above average sized I guess (7 inches long, girth is 5.5 inches). I am afraid that if I have sex with her, she would laugh at me when she sees me naked. I am ashamed of my anatomy and I hate the male anatomy in general and find it disgusting.
I just think that the male anatomy looks goofy and ugly, though, which is part of the reason why I am hesitating to ever have sex.
I just think that the male anatomy looks goofy and ugly, though, which is part of the reason why I am hesitating to ever have sex.