I recently found out that i am poz. and i'm kinda confused. i'm really young and struggling to find my place and succeed in life. Im in college on my last year and now i just feel like giving up. Now finding out that i am poz, I havent told my family or friends.. Im afraid to lose them! I feel like i have no one to turn to...I look around and the would is so big.. But Im all alone. I have thought about suiside.. But knew it was wrong. I just dont know if i can have a sucessfull life with hiv? I dont know much about it period.