All of a sudden this week feel very low emotional I've two girls 4 1/2 and 9 months 
had a mc April 4 the day my partner left to work in England all those weeks took it's toll on my own seen him once every two weeks if so. He finally came home last week ps he had a job here first and quit it known I was preg felt like he wasn't there for me wen I mc he finds it hard to open up. Or something like that now hes bak it's like I shud b grateful I am but he works till 6 at night and then wen he comes in it's all bout him and the gym. I've talked to him said I need couple time etc offer to make me cup tea anything to show he cares I ordered a Doppler to hear heartbeat as nervous over last m/c he didn't even ask to hear it web bak from the gym at 10 pm I love him I really do stood by him tru so much but I'm at my wits in like if I say something that myt hurt or upset him he will not show it he myt say it weeks or months later in an aurgument and I'm like war wen was this I think he doesn't care but he does deep down and acts like nothing bothers him it's like and hes told me this he'll nvr let on something bothers him or he cares too much cause it's like letting his guard down hello how am I suppose to ever feel secure he feels one thing and acts another I nvr lie or hurt him and all I'm been told is play it cool act like I don't need him and he'll want me more I'm sorry but isn't that wat u do at 16 17 oh so confused
had a mc April 4 the day my partner left to work in England all those weeks took it's toll on my own seen him once every two weeks if so. He finally came home last week ps he had a job here first and quit it known I was preg felt like he wasn't there for me wen I mc he finds it hard to open up. Or something like that now hes bak it's like I shud b grateful I am but he works till 6 at night and then wen he comes in it's all bout him and the gym. I've talked to him said I need couple time etc offer to make me cup tea anything to show he cares I ordered a Doppler to hear heartbeat as nervous over last m/c he didn't even ask to hear it web bak from the gym at 10 pm I love him I really do stood by him tru so much but I'm at my wits in like if I say something that myt hurt or upset him he will not show it he myt say it weeks or months later in an aurgument and I'm like war wen was this I think he doesn't care but he does deep down and acts like nothing bothers him it's like and hes told me this he'll nvr let on something bothers him or he cares too much cause it's like letting his guard down hello how am I suppose to ever feel secure he feels one thing and acts another I nvr lie or hurt him and all I'm been told is play it cool act like I don't need him and he'll want me more I'm sorry but isn't that wat u do at 16 17 oh so confused