24 and confused about sexuality, please help?

Sasha

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i would say i was born pretty much straight, but possibly open minded, but as i grew up i was attracted to boys very much.
i had my first proper boyfriend when i was 16 and fell in love with him, it was perfect until 3 months later i was raped.
it traumatised me and instantly i noticed my feelings for him had changed, and i started to feel things for women.
over the months i realised how much my feeling towards men had been deeply effected and my feelings towards women were getting stronger.
i have met women and it feels right with them, compared with men, but i have continued to try to make a relationship with a man as all i ever wanted was to fall in love with man and start a family, but now i don't trust them and haven't loved one for 8 years (since i was raped).
i married but we separated as there were no feelings and i now have a baby son.
i can sometimes fancy a man so does this make be bi-sexual? will i ever make a happy long lasting relationship with a man or has my sexuality completely changed to gay?
when people are raped how common is it for this to happen to them and what does the future of their relationships with the opposite sex usually hold for them??
 
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