am a guy, i watch other hot guys online, ,like models with six packs...
but i hate the idea of having sexual relations with another guy. i have a huge crush on this pretty girl at school. and in future i would like to have kids with my wife.
Okay....so what's your question? You sound like a typical young guy...envying the fit bodies of guys who workout, but still digging chicks and wanting those types of relationships.
maybe...you sould experience with a guy and see how that goes...it would give you some closure and i think it would help straightne you out ...you never know
Either you are into guys, but religiously or socially you're pushed so far into the closet and you think it's so wrong that you can't admit it to yourself,
or,
you idealize attractive men. Girls like looking at pretty girls, they look at makeup and hair for tips and such, maybe you're looking for visual advice for yourself?
I dunno. Maybe as time comes, you'll figure it out. Good luck.
I say you are a typical guy.Some women look at other hot women and get turned on ,but that doesn't mean they want to get it on with them.Whatever turns a person on is totally different for everyone,but most don't pursue the person..