indubitablyurs
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- Feb 15, 2009
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Well, don't judge me
Ok, so I signed onto Youtube one day and LisaNova gave a link to her blogtv page (like 3 weeks ago) telling us to go there. I didn't know what it was so I just went and made an account. I started browsing through the people on that site and I met with one guy who seemed wicked fun to talk to (we talked for like 3 hours). He asked for my IM so I gave it out to him (first person ever I gave it out to w/o knowing in person). I showed him some pics of me (not naked!) and apparently he loves my personality and humor so now all he ever talks about is how much he loves me (he's being serious too).
He has a webcam so I usually see him on that and he always pretend kisses. The problem is that I don't want him to like me and I don't want to like him like that back. Like, he's freakin' cute and fun to talk to but I don't want to carry this internet relationship to the phone and stuff.
And also, before I sign onto messenger I don't really want to get all lovey dovey with him, but then he always tries to sweet talk and it's just too cute, then I succumb haha. Then after we finish talking (after like 3 hours every night) I feel like such a loser since it's not real (nor do I want a relationship over the internet---he lives on the opposite side of the country).
Oh, and it even got to the point where I take pics for him...so I take a lot of not naked pics for him...just for him legit.
How can I stop this before it gets too serious? I'm starting to like him back but I honestly don't want to cuz I know we'll prob never meet (We're both 17, which makes it worse).
what can I do to reverse this? (I told him that we should just talk as buds but he says he knows I like it and he always gets to me)...
Maybe it's because I never actually have done this before..i feel like a hardcore loner talking to someone I dont really know for like 5 hours a day (usually from 9-2ish at night)
Thanks!!
Ok, so I signed onto Youtube one day and LisaNova gave a link to her blogtv page (like 3 weeks ago) telling us to go there. I didn't know what it was so I just went and made an account. I started browsing through the people on that site and I met with one guy who seemed wicked fun to talk to (we talked for like 3 hours). He asked for my IM so I gave it out to him (first person ever I gave it out to w/o knowing in person). I showed him some pics of me (not naked!) and apparently he loves my personality and humor so now all he ever talks about is how much he loves me (he's being serious too).
He has a webcam so I usually see him on that and he always pretend kisses. The problem is that I don't want him to like me and I don't want to like him like that back. Like, he's freakin' cute and fun to talk to but I don't want to carry this internet relationship to the phone and stuff.
And also, before I sign onto messenger I don't really want to get all lovey dovey with him, but then he always tries to sweet talk and it's just too cute, then I succumb haha. Then after we finish talking (after like 3 hours every night) I feel like such a loser since it's not real (nor do I want a relationship over the internet---he lives on the opposite side of the country).
Oh, and it even got to the point where I take pics for him...so I take a lot of not naked pics for him...just for him legit.
How can I stop this before it gets too serious? I'm starting to like him back but I honestly don't want to cuz I know we'll prob never meet (We're both 17, which makes it worse).
what can I do to reverse this? (I told him that we should just talk as buds but he says he knows I like it and he always gets to me)...
Maybe it's because I never actually have done this before..i feel like a hardcore loner talking to someone I dont really know for like 5 hours a day (usually from 9-2ish at night)
Thanks!!