Am I a lesbian? how do I find a willing partner to experience?

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I've dated many boys through out my entire life, and I am veery attracted to them.. but I have these sexual dreams and fantasies of me and other girls.. I also would like to experiment with a girl soon, but I'm not sure if any of my friends are interested in that type of thing.. and im not sure how to find a willing partner? ..help?