I am a stay at home mother of 2 small children.. She is 4 and He is almost 1. I am tired.. I have Multiple Sclerosis and I am depressed alot from it. I get scared and have alot of fear since I went blind in my left eye a few years ago. I need a break. I rarely get alot of help from my husband with the house, and the kids. He thinks he is helping but he doesnt realize there is so much to be done all of the time. I am on the run 24/7. I have disconnected myself from my family somedays because I am so stressed out. It is taking a toll on my marriage too cuz i can be so mean sometimes. I just need a break. Does it make me selfish to take a week vacation with out my family? I would either be going to my best friends that lives a few states away or my uncles that lives pretty far away too.