Am I Crazy for buying a 2009 Honda CBR 600RR?

[goruhuball]

Okay, I've totally ignored Yahoo members advices and got suckered in to the Salesman's trick. I walked into the Honda dealer and walked out with a brand spanking new 2009 Honda CBR 600RR! I'm excited but I'm only 5 feet 3" tall and weigh 120 lbs. Man! you should have seen me at the dealership. I told the salesman that I can't touch the ground with my feet but he just laughed and showed me how to plant one foot on the ground and other foot on the rear break. He said u don't need to touch the gound with both feet, you only need one. Anyways, this was my first bike and everytime I get on it I ask myself, is today the day that I 'm gonna die? Luckly, I got 500 miles on it now, I haven't dropped the bike or anything but 0-75 mph in 1.6 sec or so in first gear is freaking me out. I mean first 300 miles, I eased up on the throttle but now I can't control that urge to open it up. Everytime I do, the front wheel comes off the ground. I get so scared getting on this bike it's not even funny. After the ride I am exhusted from all the tensions. Was I crazy for buying this bike? Does this fear of riding a CBR ever goes away?