JewelNerris
New member
I think I may be crazy. For all my life I have been interested in things people of my age and gender should not be interested in. I am a 14 year old girl interested in zombies, classic slasher films and gore. But that is not what bothers me. When I look at zombies or Freddy Krueger, I feel aroused, or turned on. I find zombies hot or "cute", and I find Freddy just plain sexy. I am convinced I am a cannibal because I suck my own blood when I bleed and I actually rip off my skin to stuff my face with.I often imagine myself marrying or kissing Freddy or a zombie and I find it extremely odd. 14 year old girls should be obsessed with makeup, fashion, and jewelery, and be prissy, not love slasher films and zombies and gore. Why am I like this?
I also forgot to mention that the presence of anything remotely prissy (makeup, pink dresses, the way prissy girls talk) makes me want to vomit.
I do NOT hurt myself to suck blood and I only rip off unnecessary skin like dead skin or hangnails to eat. And I never feel the need to kill someone. I often threaten imaginary people, joke about it or just kill in my short movies. Never have I actually harmed anyone.
I also forgot to mention that the presence of anything remotely prissy (makeup, pink dresses, the way prissy girls talk) makes me want to vomit.
I do NOT hurt myself to suck blood and I only rip off unnecessary skin like dead skin or hangnails to eat. And I never feel the need to kill someone. I often threaten imaginary people, joke about it or just kill in my short movies. Never have I actually harmed anyone.