Am I losing my mind or do I just have weird interests?

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JewelNerris

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I think I may be crazy. For all my life I have been interested in things people of my age and gender should not be interested in. I am a 14 year old girl interested in zombies, classic slasher films and gore. But that is not what bothers me. When I look at zombies or Freddy Krueger, I feel aroused, or turned on. I find zombies hot or "cute", and I find Freddy just plain sexy. I am convinced I am a cannibal because I suck my own blood when I bleed and I actually rip off my skin to stuff my face with.I often imagine myself marrying or kissing Freddy or a zombie and I find it extremely odd. 14 year old girls should be obsessed with makeup, fashion, and jewelery, and be prissy, not love slasher films and zombies and gore. Why am I like this?
I also forgot to mention that the presence of anything remotely prissy (makeup, pink dresses, the way prissy girls talk) makes me want to vomit.
I do NOT hurt myself to suck blood and I only rip off unnecessary skin like dead skin or hangnails to eat. And I never feel the need to kill someone. I often threaten imaginary people, joke about it or just kill in my short movies. Never have I actually harmed anyone.
 
Well u cant b crazy if ur askin us if this okay. crazy ppl dont think nething is wrong period. okay well ur not sick n twisted believe it or not thats jus ur fetish. ud rather date a guy who dresses in black n is covered in blood vz captain of the football team. thats jus ur forte. u kno some ppl like heavier women or feet or even bruises. it jus seems weird bcuz the thing ur attracted to is blood n gore. it mite b a phase or it mite b ur lifelong fetish. its okay jus dont go kill ur boyfriend bcuz he didnt have cuts n blood all over him. mayb next halloween get a cool costume that arouses u n find a bf that gets down w it. as long as it remains a fetish n u dont start killin ppl its not as weird as u think. but hun if u ever feel the urge to kill someone plz consult a therapist bcuz those r thought of future killers. it is a lil strange u hurt urself to sukk ur own blood u shuld proally find a diffrent outlet for that before u get too obsessed w it n hurt urself bad.
 
"...I actually rip off my skin..." Not good. Seems like some type of disorder that I would seek some professional help for.
 
everything is normal besides eating your blood and flesh
 
There isn't a problem with likeing zombies or stuff like that..or not being obsessed with makp and stuff.. I hate makeup and purses. And I just love video games haha.. But it's life thinking about hot guys but don't be freaked out.. I absolutely am in love with big time rush.. It's a band.. If you don't know who they are (which I think you do) look them up haha. Oh and those boys are reall cute from big time rush haha
 
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