I'm 16 , and I woke up from this horrible dream where I couldn't defend myself . I use to go to a karate school but I lived far from it and I stopped going because I was afraid I wouldn't have a ride to and from . My moms car started to act up . But now , after that dream *it felt VERY real* I just woke up wanting to go back . Yes , I want to go to the same school , but I feel that I'm too old . Plus , I think they'll look at me differently because I left without notice , that was a few years ago . But I just want KNOW I can defend myself if I ever have to . I don't want to worry about me not being able to fight or whatever , I want to KNOW I can . So do you believe I'm too old for it ? I want to return to the one my dad put me in when I was younger . Will this help control all my anger inside ? Cause I am pretty upset about a lot of stuff , and I want something that I could use to channel my anger into .