anyone ever make the mistake of venting their personal details about their

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lives to co-workers at work? I suffer from depression and am kind of a bleeding heart with no one to talk to and so at my new job within a week ended up blurting things out about my past to a co-worker I barely knew about how I contemplated being a stripper and escort a long time ago; I said it in a joke-y tone and when I retracted it saying I was just joking, my manager who was listening said "I somehow doubt you're joking." On another occasion I told that same co-worker how I lost my virginity and how many times I've had sex and how I still haven't forgiven myself for any of it and she was sharing things about her experience and how many partners she's had and said that I should forgive myself. I also added that I really did try to became an escort but i left it at that which was probably a mistake since "try" could be interpreted in many ways; she could assume that I actually went through with it and took appointments which isn't the truth. all I did was contemplate it and hang out with escorts. but who knows how she interpreted it. anyway my manager walked in (another manager) when we were talking about that but I'm not sure if she heard anything. i told that previous manager i mentioned another night on the phone that it's really only something I contemplated and I asked if he believed me and he said he did and i said that my request to him is that he doesn't spread that around and gossip about it and he said "no. I won't. that's your business". I also went up to the co-worker I vomited my sexual experience to to not spread that around and she said "she wasn't like that." however, throughout the course of working there I've seen both of them gossip about others so who is to say that they will never gossip about me. anyway, I found the environment too uncomfortable and decided to quit. I didn't want to walk into work everyday knowing that people know these things about me even though I can't be sure if they spread it around. I learned my lesson about being a bleeding heart who just spills her guts to random people especially in the workplace.