Reconsider, and give some thought to why you would want to kill another human being. The Golden Rule, has it been forgotten? Spend some time thinking about what you could do to make living better for all. If the powers in charge couldn't get any foot soldiers then there would be no wars. If minimum wage was a living wage, then people would do much better.
Keep an open mind and learn as much as you can about everything. Work towards making a better place for all.