chocovanillaxo
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- Oct 15, 2008
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Okay soo long story short mother abuses father and kids soo father kicks out mother...then father gets a new girlfriend and I dont get along with her, the way me and my sister were raised is totally different than the way the girlfriend raised her kids the atmosphere is totally different, our atmosphere was chaotic, swearing, etc, values were not instilled, people weren't raised in a loving manner, there werent much rules...so girlfriend tries to change life by putting a number of restraints and restrictions on us (noo going into the kitchen past 9:00, noo sitting on living room couches ever, basement is off limits) she basically monopolizes the house her and MY dad bought together...he just listens to whatever she says cause he likes to 'keep the peace' he doesnt want to lose her and die alone...
Soo I get fed up with the way I'm treated (I'm 15-years old, girl) and decide to leave my sister (11-years old) and dad behind...now I live with my mom who doesn't get along with no one and her parents...my mom always complains about money, she refuses to work anymore than 2-3 days a week, she only thinks about herself....her parents side with her and think me and my sister are brats (my grandfather is an alcoholic, he abused my mom and my grandmother when my mom was growing up) she denies all of this now but I know its affected her tremendously...you can't give love if you havent received any...
Now, this has left me in a tough spot, everytime I see my dad and sister on weekends its all happy and everything, but when the visits done and they drop me off I feel sad, depressed, and alone...Iunno I just feel like crying
Its been like this for 7 months noww...don't say tell them how you feel cause my mom thinks I should go back to dad but I can't go back to that life with that girlfriend, it wasn't a life, it was a big nothing...now I'm living at my grandparent's house which I totally hatee, and I'm going to counselling but they aren't making me feel any different? This isn't getting better or easier, and nothings going to change, soo what should I do? I have like no friends right now cause of my social phobiaa, and I dont know, I'm not in a very social place, all I feel like doing is spending time with the family thats it....but I dont live with my sister/dad....
Soo I get fed up with the way I'm treated (I'm 15-years old, girl) and decide to leave my sister (11-years old) and dad behind...now I live with my mom who doesn't get along with no one and her parents...my mom always complains about money, she refuses to work anymore than 2-3 days a week, she only thinks about herself....her parents side with her and think me and my sister are brats (my grandfather is an alcoholic, he abused my mom and my grandmother when my mom was growing up) she denies all of this now but I know its affected her tremendously...you can't give love if you havent received any...
Now, this has left me in a tough spot, everytime I see my dad and sister on weekends its all happy and everything, but when the visits done and they drop me off I feel sad, depressed, and alone...Iunno I just feel like crying
Its been like this for 7 months noww...don't say tell them how you feel cause my mom thinks I should go back to dad but I can't go back to that life with that girlfriend, it wasn't a life, it was a big nothing...now I'm living at my grandparent's house which I totally hatee, and I'm going to counselling but they aren't making me feel any different? This isn't getting better or easier, and nothings going to change, soo what should I do? I have like no friends right now cause of my social phobiaa, and I dont know, I'm not in a very social place, all I feel like doing is spending time with the family thats it....but I dont live with my sister/dad....