im wondering because i had a car accident in 9th grade . im in 12th now and am having bi curious thoughts . the thing is tho that ive never had theese before and am wondering if it could be a pycological disorder , im so confused because when i was younger like 8-14 i hated gays at age 15-16 i began to accept them and by 17 i respected them actually more than Straight men , and i know there is nothing wrong with bi curious thought my mind keeps trying to convince me "whats next , animals , children ,inanimate objects'' , deep down i know this is extremely ignorant and irrational but my mind keeps truing to convince me to obsess about this . i also have DHD and COD ,and think this could be why , could this be a war between my childhood conscience and my adult conscience anxiety paranoia , or some kind of hypochondria PLEASE ANSWER ONLY IF YOU ARE EDUCATED IN PSYCHOLOGY OR HAVE DONE RESEARCH