Can someone please talk me out of committing suicide?

[bridgygirl]

I feel like crap right now, same thing last week and the week before that and so on. I feel like I am so messed up! I feel hideous and fat and angry and impure and negative and boring and emotionless! I just can't take it anymore! This always happens after I hang out with my friend who is so perfect! She is skinny, happy, beautiful, popular, all of the guys like her, and she has so many friends. I am boring, talent-less, fat, ugly, unhappy, and a loser. The guy I like is dating someone and probably thinks that I am annoying, and I feel like I don't have any friends that I can talk to about this because 1. I have very few friends right now and 2. They wouldn't take me seriously!
I feel so depressed all of the time. School is getting harder and my math teacher called me stupid in front of the entire class. I wanted to die right then and there. I want to die right now. I don't have a sport, and I have zero motivation to do anything. I have nothing to live for anymore except for God, but I just don't get why he is putting me through this. It hurts so much.
I just need someone to tell me it's ok. I feel like no one cares anymore. My parents don't even see my pain, and when they do, they think that I have no reason to be sad. I don't really, which makes this worse because nothing truly terrible has ever happened to me, so I shouldn't be this sad.

 

[Unregistered]

I am going through almost exactly the same thing. My friends would just think I'm pathetic and my mom doesn't think I have a good enough reason. I'm where you are and I'm here to tell you that everything will be ok. If you feel that you have no friends or family to live for then live for yourself. You ARE beautiful and you are worth staying alive for.